Greenhouse effect

I fell for the pink and the cloud
of pure warmth that arose
with the evaporation of the embrace
that happened under your blankets.

Up to where the tips were, 
over the edges of your bed
to the window-panes
circled the scent of freshly-baked

desire. Even in the fall
when the drought had passed
and your ability to observe

declined, my skin was inhaling
the question to enlightenment 
and the corners of your room.

Beach combing


The good old times of my parents
have become a transparent
I love you on yellowed paper.
Dull shades, a wrong angle
the signs of a future
and the lighting that failed.

Here on this page 
they are still living in 
discotheques of countries
now ravaged by war.
Something nobody would have 
suspected then.
The wind was favorable and the sea
pulverized fear into shell-sand.

Feather Island

She stacks four packages of cigarettes 
loosely on top of each other. 
A suitcase like a rocky island, girls

too tanned and so blonde 
their hair. Before we go

something blows through the
glassless window of what is
calling itself a hotel.

Do we have everything?

She says that the soul of a dead person
can return as a butterfly.
She closes the zipper under her legs.

On the platform of a previous town
a women in a winter coat
asks from what direction the train to Tallinn 

will come, while a horde of people is looking to the east.

I zoom in and again
don't take a picture of myself.

Often his desire was greater...

Often his desire was greater than the knowledge of his desire, 
sewed in, like he was, in a bag full of words.
Simplified dream states and fallacies
arranged into a syndrome.
He trusted on a series of pagan prayers
enough to throw a party.

But who reads him can't renounce
the other beast. That cried
while outspokenly carrying Its stigmata.

There was no thought a child couldn't understand.
until Its idiom cracked the grammar
and his l a r g o reached the deafest of ears,
his, and sometimes ours.

What is true and what is not
that's something we too agreed upon in a series
of pagan customs. Like his verse and his grave,
like a habit, like cold words in hindsight.

Stockholm-syndrome

Talk to me in the street
Tell me a story
about a poor dog
that never goes out for a walk

Give me candy
Give me more candy
and assure me 
that there is even more candy

Without protest 
I will take a seat
behind the tinted windows
of your rented van

and when we finally arrive at your 
free standing house with soundproof basement
let us make secrets together

And I'll promise you
that I won't tell anyone
about your collection of stuffed animals