Careful exploring


He who thinks a lot
tends to suffer from
fear of being touched
and calls his thinking
careful exploring

This to flatter his ego

But in fact he is
somewhat touchy
about what he can't touch

So divine that he 
shivers at the thought
of being touched 

by the hand that
caressed him but also
struck him with fear

Because what he wanted was
to keep being surprised about
the untouchable

Like somebody who repeatedly
hides from himself
but keeps jumping with fright
when seeing his own hands.