The ax

breasts and thighs are
still flattened on the mattress when
I wake up by my own strength

I have to make sure to
bring these well rested body parts
with me to ascent up into a new day

when you tell me that this is normal
that everybody does this
I feel the strong urge  to
put them back

to cut off
what is mine
to stay extraordinary

shivering I know
that it's possible
that deep far jump